MyBaby&i
Used to think about so many things but these days the only thing I seem to catch myself thinking about is you
It’s hard for me to believe it sometimes but I really fell for you
**sigh..
Can’t rest or sleep because I know it’s over between us
Funny how quickly months fly by
Silly how much you can like something if you only give it a try
Sad how you one day might have to bid that silly funny thing goodbye
Not a sentimental one
Not one to say these things being felt inside
But all that’s wanted is for those sad empty feelings to simply subside
Wishing to hide
Pushing all else aside
Knowing what is wanted
Knowing what is needed
Two very different things
But while knowing what was needed the heart spoke and was heard
So what I wanted became what I needed
And if I could have it my way I’d have you because in you I lost myself and now that I’m found I keep wanting to find you and loose myself with you all over again
After such a long time of steady happiness
It starts to weigh so much it sinks
And loneliness and sadness start to make life stink
To the breaking point where I just close my eyes and seize to blink
Lost in a train of thought that gets me nowhere
Abandonement being the worst feeling I’m sure anyone can ever feel
But now I’m just rambling again..
Unforgotten Forgetfuls
And now I know
why it happens so
I guess I’ll just let it be
Now I remember
why I surrendered
having feelings of any kind
Real deep inside I thought I could provide myself with something more than what I’ve been left with
But when things subside
And nothing’s left to hide
We all just come to find that life just rips away
Pretty much everything
But leaves it in your mind
So You can go unwind rewind
Play it back and forth
Going south or north do both go forth
With lingering memories
